Friday, November 30, 2012
Gentle Aggression
His thoughts, his heart, his openness got me open....like for real.
I'm thinking "I like you a lot...a lot a lot and I want to build a great friendship."
...also thinking "I know you're fragile, not that reflecting weakness, but that from which the past has delivered, a harshness that has shattered the very foundation where you placed your trust. Those pieces, I want to handle them with gentleness...as I do you."
Kindred spirits evenly placed.
Posted by ensilence at 7:25 AM 0 comments
No Sleep!
Today may be one of those rare occasions when I drop like 10 posts in one day. I can feel it in the air. Every year I look back, scratch that, everyday I look back and count my blessings. I've met some beautiful and not so beautiful people in a short period of time. Every encounter has been a valuable lesson none the less. No one enjoys the pain that comes with this journey, in fact there are times when I dread the "thought" of it. Who doesn't though? There are days when I think, "Yes! I got it!" and others where I just want to hit the refresh/restart button. I will say this though, the feeling of being "Loved" couldn't be any better, and I'm talking starting with self. I don't only see the transformation, I feel it and I will it. I wouldn't trade this experience in for the world. Everyday is a new start and for that I am eternally grateful!
Posted by ensilence at 6:54 AM 0 comments
Starting Over
I will soon be performing again :) I am elated, nervous, thankful, nervous but relaxed at the same time. Did I say nervous? lol Yes I hope to meet many new people. Stepping out my comfort zone once again never hurt so good.
Posted by ensilence at 5:39 AM 0 comments
Time
Goes extremely too fast for my liking. It's been over year. Shame, shame, shame.
Zoned out. I may start writing again. I figure I can throw the rumblings of my spirit into the universe once again. What will come of this? I honestly don't know. All I know is that I'm searching, quietly but surely. One day I will learn is too little too much? Or too much really too little?
Less is more right? More or less I hope the Most High grants me wisdom and forgives me of my short comings.
Posted by ensilence at 5:17 AM 0 comments