Saturday Night, relaxing here, quiet and alone in my thoughts, jamming to some of those refreshing sensual quiet storm jams. Goose-bump theory, mmmmm music has a way of shifting moods subtly. Sensual, soothing, smooth, I'm glad I have it. It says what I want to say but fall short. Red Light Special, turn it down low, it's a nasty playground for my mind. See, as an artist, we're multidimensional, there are many layers to our platform : powerful, creative, truthful, vulnerable, sensual...too many to identify at the moment; but one should never be afraid to unveil his or herself. I been in this place before, but now that I'm grown...I want more, you know the kind of love that massages the mental as well as the physical. Let me not forsake the spiritual, that's a significant foundation that molds the union. It's getting late and my soul couldn't be more alive. I was looking for ways I could pen this in a verse but I think I'll let it ride out as I'm typing. Sometimes there is not enough minutes on the track, not enough space to make it fit but as a writer sometimes the ideas come unexpectedly. Whether welcome or unwelcome, I have to release to or be forever bound of what could have been. Yeah, I'm feeling it right now...and it feels so good. Ear candy.
Raphael Saadiq's, "Ask of You" playing, where has these type of songs gone? Good thing music is timeless, so much nostalgia. I have yet to have my first slow dance, my first kiss, intimacy...I will be honored to have such beautiful music be the backdrop. Music is nonstop in my world, I'd be lost without it at this point.
Sunday, December 9, 2012
Goosebump Theory
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Friday, December 7, 2012
Thursday, December 6, 2012
Rewind To Dec 1st 2012
I started a rebirth that can't be reversed....
Performing at the Smiling moose, Pittsburgh PA. Bookmark these because my progress in the near future will be astounding. I'm still learning...bear with me.
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Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Many Many Thanks
I want to personally thank Fortified PhonetX for inviting me to be featured on the show list at their album Release Party, "The Plastic Eaters". They tore the place down! I am so honored to have been a part of that moment. Those fellas can rock the crowd! I'm so proud of them.
I had a great time meeting new faces and catching up with some old ones. A beautiful experience. I was captivated by the energy in the place and was quickly reminded why I love this artform so much. I started thinking...why did I ever stop performing in the first place? How dare I let my fears dictate my passion, never again! This is the beginning of a wonderful journey and I appreciate and welcome every twist and turn; it will prepare me for something greater. Reflecting back, I extremely blessed to have so many people in my corner. It boggles my mind to think that people really feel my music like that, humbling indeed. I dreamed of this on many occasions but not in such detail. I am the keeper of the dream I hope to obtain. I look forward to meeting and working with as many people as I can. I will do this until my body and mind says otherwise.
A Great Shout-out to:
Connect Rhymes
Moemaw Naedon
Frigid Giant
DJ Blacklisted
Proseed,
Kid A ( I was swooned by your eyes during Brothaz Love Cool Jane lol)
Rory
B. Durazzo
Mr. Owl
Raw Dawn
my big bro Dru Magus.
And the beautiful people who approached me after the performance.
And love to my baby cousin Maurice who came and supported me. It was my first time driving to Pittsburgh and I thank him for keeping me company. I have a lofty fear of getting on the wrong exit lol. We almost...almost got lost (twice) but thankful for that GPS. Yo whomever created the GPS...you are Godsent, Bless you!
I look forward to many more of these experiences. I am genuinely excited to see where I go from here.
Oh yeah also shout out to the parking attendant that made me pay $10 to park at the Giant Eagle parking lot. (sarcasm). I truly that thought we were going to be late, walking 7 blocks to get to the spot...my God. I'm not use to that city life so CP time is unacceptable. We made it though. and hit up a fly Chinese spot in the area. Let me not forget that the traffic was ridiculous so my foul language got turned up a couple notches lol. All in all it was great!
Cop and Support the Fortified PhonetX album The Plastic Eaters here:
http://fortifiedphonetx.bandcamp.com/
Good music should never go unheard or unsupported. Artists need to eat in order to continue doing what they do best. It's a long hard road.
Much Peace and One Love
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Friday, November 30, 2012
Gentle Aggression
His thoughts, his heart, his openness got me open....like for real.
I'm thinking "I like you a lot...a lot a lot and I want to build a great friendship."
...also thinking "I know you're fragile, not that reflecting weakness, but that from which the past has delivered, a harshness that has shattered the very foundation where you placed your trust. Those pieces, I want to handle them with gentleness...as I do you."
Kindred spirits evenly placed.
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No Sleep!
Today may be one of those rare occasions when I drop like 10 posts in one day. I can feel it in the air. Every year I look back, scratch that, everyday I look back and count my blessings. I've met some beautiful and not so beautiful people in a short period of time. Every encounter has been a valuable lesson none the less. No one enjoys the pain that comes with this journey, in fact there are times when I dread the "thought" of it. Who doesn't though? There are days when I think, "Yes! I got it!" and others where I just want to hit the refresh/restart button. I will say this though, the feeling of being "Loved" couldn't be any better, and I'm talking starting with self. I don't only see the transformation, I feel it and I will it. I wouldn't trade this experience in for the world. Everyday is a new start and for that I am eternally grateful!
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Starting Over
I will soon be performing again :) I am elated, nervous, thankful, nervous but relaxed at the same time. Did I say nervous? lol Yes I hope to meet many new people. Stepping out my comfort zone once again never hurt so good.
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