You Gotta Put Me On

The Real Bonita Applebum

On the Block of My Thoughts

I want to give you my heart and UOENO it.

It's a tragedy and blessing at the same time.

The tragedy lies in the unknown. Blessing as if you did know would you accept.

AH yeah, these kind of thoughts again. 

Do you ever wonder this?

Impulse of a Nubian

Logo I designed for my Jellybean. This is going to be a great magazine, one that helps heal the community and bridges the gap between generations. 

We mean so much more than we think. 

Don't just dream. Live it. 

The Impulse of a Nubian Nation.

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nubianimpulsemag@gmail.com.

Photography and Artsy-ness

Some random shots. I like photography. I can mimic the classic pics I like. I really think it was the hair though lol.

Gaps

....in time. My explanation...life took over and I fell back.

But I'm still...

Make Say Em Uuuugh Na Na Na Naaaa

If I were a No Limit Records Artist, it would go a little something like this. -ensi

The Becoming

When We become One there is Power.- ensilence

Your Move

It's Chess not Checkers. Move wisely. -ensi

Sci-Fi

I always wanted to play a mutant in a sci-fi movie  :) -ensi

Gentleness

 There is Power in Gentleness.

I am learning to have a spirit of Peace amongst the confusion and chaos. Beyond the pain and hurt, Calmness soothes the soul.

On a path to improve my character, I want to and will divorce Timidity and introduce Boldness.

I will be triumphant. I am a visionary. My vision will unfold NOW. 

I will help heal  as many hearts as I can while simultaneously healing mine.

-ensilence 

It's All In Your Mind

“Whatever you hold in your mind will tend to occur in your life. If you continue to believe as you have always believed, you will continue to act as you have always acted. If you continue to act as you have always acted, you will continue to get what you have always gotten. If you want different results in your life or your work, all you have to do is change your mind.” -Anonymous

Smile Through It All Mayne

That peace sign on the right kind of turned into a gang sign...WAIT it's not though, that's actually a letter "E" for ensilence :) Uh huh see how I flipped that. 

-ensilence

Promise Yourself

“Promise Yourself"

To be so strong that nothing
can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity
to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel
that there is something in them
To look at the sunny side of everything
and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best,
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others
as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past
and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times
and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself
that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.

To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
not in loud words but great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on your side
so long as you are true to the best that is in you.” 

― Christian D. Larson, Your Forces and How to Use Them

 

 

Spell Casters

In Shamanic understanding, all words are spells. Everything we think or say cascades into reality. When I repeat to myself the thought that I’m not that smart, or beautiful, or deserving, I’m literally cursing myself. Those thoughts go out into the world and bring me situations and outcomes that prove the thoughts. Let’s watch our words today and become aware of how words affect our bodies and our lives..
-Mia Genis
Art by Ama Busia

The Real Bebe Kid

That movie was inspired by me...don't tell nobody. -ensi

Another Ancestor Watching Over

Rest with the Most High grandma. Sing those songs you said you would when you get there.

Love,

Ensi

Ninja Soles

I rarely rock sandals but when my sister showed me these....sexy muthaluvas.

I think they bring out my inner ninja. I feel like I can travel across the desert and body a thousand goons in these joints, weather the hot fires of hell and glide on water b.

I want a few more pair...couple with some sacred garments, you feel me? I might rock them until the straps can longer bear the burden of harnessing my ankles. 
-ensilence

Shorty

Short girls are the business. :) Yeah.


--ensilence

Vibrant Without Limitations

Just live your life. 
Push forward. 
Never backwards. 
Leave the past as a reminder and not a pit-stop. 
Happiness is a state of mind and not a destination. 
Dream in color, vibrant without limitations.
Know that there is no ceiling and that galaxy is yours to explore.
"Ye are gods", which I interpret as we have the Most High dwelling inside us.
The Spirit of the Great One resides in our living vessels.
Who can stop us?
We can only stop ourselves.
-ensilence

One of the Dopest Souls

She is one of the dopest/ beautifulest souls I have met. I dearly love this little lady. Much love to Nauxamine aka Auna Gypsy aka Sexy Bald Head aka my Lil Jellybean. We have some goodies for your ears coming soon! Please stay tuned. We are working hard to bring you some gems.

 Kemetri.

This is a Love Movement. Let's uplift the world.

Much Love.
-ensilence

Infectious

Smiling is infectious. 

:)

-ensilence

Don't Forget

Don't forget who YOU are because nobody else will remember.

-ensilence

I Live To Create

When the creative energy is low, one has to get out and live. Expansion over complacency. If it does not touch my soul, I don't want it.

-ensilence

When I Love...I LOVE.

I love hard. I wouldn't have it any other way. 
I fall easy and stand strong in it.

-ensilence

It Cannot Stay

Within each experience of pain or negativity is the opportunity to challenge the perception that lies behind it, the fear that lies behind it, and choose to learn with wisdom. The fear will not vanish immediately, but it will disintegrate as you work with courage. When fear ceases to scare you, it cannot stay. When you choose to learn through wisdom, to evolve consciously, your fears surface one at a time in order for you to exorcise them with inner faith. This is how it happens. You exorcise your own demons. ~Gary Zukav

Lack of Communication.

My communication is not good. I find a way to avoid people when in pressured situations or thinking I may disappoint them. By the time I get back to them I've already lost them.

I am working on this. It is a major flaw in my character and I only hope to be forgiven by those whom I hurt.

I sincerely apologize.

Much Love

-ensilence

Mind-Full

Natural Beauty

Sistas you are so beautiful natural.

The Sweetest Thing I've Known

So I initially sat on the "thought" of remixing and paying homage to Ms. Lauryn Hill, for months. Why? I didn't think I could do it justice or I should ever touch such a classic. Well I smacked myself with the realness and said why not? This is music that moves the soul and I will do my best to compliment that. L-Boogie is such an amazing artist, this will probably the closest I will ever get to collaborating with her lol.


Well .... :)


Verse 1:

I won't heckle about the past, Love
Or the last one, so you can let your windows breathe with the breeze
And keep your eyes on the path hun
Cause the truth is...nobody can complete the task like how you do it
And I got a new lens, wait I mean a new perspective
Plus I'm use to stressin', how you take my wrongs and correct them
My pride was on some next shit, the ego talkin'
The devil is liar and I need to quit waltzin' 
Cause the feelings are realistic
Early I dismissed it, your the cause of the symptoms
My primary mission...is not to woo you
Or to screw you...but find the definition of the True You
And I embrace it
The sweetest nectar that I have taste yet
A bond so ill, I ain't trying to break that
Patiently waiting, you don't have to break a sweat
Pacing for higher ground so profound the thought makes me wet 

 Your the Sweetest Thing I've Known

Verse 2:

I get mad when you walk away from me now
And the highs so good...aint no coming down
Bound by your sweet caress, I confess
I can still feel your fingertips around my neck
Soft low whispers...AM chats
Midnight rendezvous...scratches on your back
The conversation never lacks, Elevate your mind through
Purified Love that the Most High assigned you 
My vibe rides you somethin' tantric
What's the chance we advance to the next life expandin'
Dimensions unspoken
I loathe ever leaving, my heart is where the home is
Your dwelling, I receive it
Knowledge strong..genius
Head-game beastin, confident in who you are...no misleadin'
I've been dreaming our meaning...since the first day
You gotta know that I want you in the worst way

 Download Here:
 http://ensilence.bandcamp.com/track/sweetest-thing-remix-l-boogie

--Ensilence

BEWARE

"Beware, ignorance protects itself."- Octavia Butler

Strange Dreams. Night and Dare-mares

I think I will start keeping a dream journal as my friend suggested. I truly have strange dreams but I know what lies underneath are the unsettling thoughts of my fears and desires.


-ensilence

Wisdom 4 the Day

One Who Conquers

That Wrap though

Nerissa Irving-She is mad beautiful.

Sexy Beast Transformation

Some days I feel I will transform into a sexy beast...this thought usually just stays in my mind :)

WE can live that out though, so bring yo luscious self over HERE.

LOL

Funky

Get Up

“You have to learn to get up from the table when LOVE is no longer being served.” —Nina Simone

Beautiful Chocolate

 That complexion is all types of seductive.  

The power of Melanin.

-ensi

28 Years...

I am thankful and blessed to reach this moment. I give much thanks to the Most High. I am in the land of the living.


Gemini Season, baby. :) *wink*




-Ensilence

Every Waking Moment