One of the Dopest Souls

She is one of the dopest/ beautifulest souls I have met. I dearly love this little lady. Much love to Nauxamine aka Auna Gypsy aka Sexy Bald Head aka my Lil Jellybean. We have some goodies for your ears coming soon! Please stay tuned. We are working hard to bring you some gems.

 Kemetri.

This is a Love Movement. Let's uplift the world.

Much Love.
-ensilence

It's Happening

I dislike when I take these long breaks form my blog  because it only leads to more excuses and procrastination...as much as I am on facebook...yeah.

I think....no I know I avoid it because it allows me to be alone with my thoughts which means I have to face myself. I do this everyday but it's never too late to start fresh and anew AGAIN. Never.

Well I have some new things happening, great things actually...sometimes when I think about it...it begins to scare me. Things are beginning to fall in place and I don't understand how or people coming into my life when I need them most....almost like they are the perfect fit...scary yet beautiful. I give all praises due to the Most High.

I have a chance to make my "dream" a reality. I have a chance to live and just be ME. I want to touch lives not just with my music but with my life. I want to share and give of myself, my love to the people. I know "my love" isn't perfect or may not understand how to love fully...yet. One thing I do know is that LOVE is all the things I desire in perfect harmony, the way I picture it....beautiful and beyond words or touch, beyond the little cutesy hearts and decorated images we're conditioned to see,  I mean love in it's pure and raw form, no conditions...I want to embody that. I will.

Anyways I think I'm getting off topic. I met a wonderful young lady over month ago by the name of Sahaar which means Dawn in Arabic, I think. Her name is quite fitting to her personality. She is very sweet, bright, spunky and a hint of wild lol. I love and respect her honesty, what she represents and how she thinks. She revealed something to me about myself through conversation unknowingly, when I listened her,  it was almost as God was speaking through her like "It's time." Her boldness calls out my fear and makes me have to step up. In other words she lights a fire under me and challenges me. I need that. 

Wait, did I tell you that she is a wonderful artist? She can sing, write, produce...yo she does it all for real.You can check her out, her stage name is Nauxamine. We decided to become a duo known as Kemetri, the name tying back to our ancestry, Kemet and the fact that we have great chemistry together despite knowing each other only briefly. I'm still taking it all in. I know that I'm as prepared as I am going to be for this journey and honestly I'm excited. I've spent to long waiting and putting off things I know in my heart I've wanted to do. I will honor and use my gifts for good...even though I'm a little bad  *wink* Lol.

Much love to EVERYONE for the support and love. Every person that has came into my life and made a difference, whether positive or negative, I have learned from you. 

Much love to Jellybean *cough* I mean Nauxamine. Let's take this world by storm.

Peace.

 

I Try

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

New Music and a Strange Place

Ok so I've released a new EP  titled "Divine Pain".  I wrote a recent message on Facebook describing why I chose that name for the title.

"This project was purely therapeutic. As you may or may not know, I battle with severe depression, so instead of wallowing in my darkness...my craft is my anchoring light that allows me to lift above my pain...which to me, is Divine. Divine Pain."

To be honest it is uncomfortable to talk about but when I put the pen to the paper, when the words release from my lips into the mic, when they greet the instrumental, it becomes a mirror, allowing me to see myself and face my inner fears. This is what I needed. My creative...I NEED THAT.

The theme can be summed up by the wise words of Kahlil Gibran: 
 
"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding." Kahlil Gibran


You can purchase the new release at my bandcamp:
http://ensilence.bandcamp.com/album/divine-pain

Or you can just download it Free here: 
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?f2rrw83x66m2t4r

I love this awesome artwork by Sit Haiiro. I think I may have posted it on here before, not quite sure. Either way it is such a moving piece and summed up the condition of my heart at the time.

Much love to the producers: 
Iller the Abstract Giraffe, Fathom 9, G-Force, Melodiesinfonie, DJ Profecy, Rice Master Yen, and Maloon TheBoom. 

Such Talents. I love working with such gifted people. They bring light into my world.

Much love beautiful people.

I love you.

--ensilence

Activated

My Writer's Cove has been activated. Retreat is inevitable until I release what I need. Working on something(s) that I hope come out remarkable. It is always a battle of what I see and hear in my mind, to transfer that into art/music for what it is in here (my heart)...is a beautiful challenge.

Wings to the Mind Heh?

That's right. :)

Heavy

I just heard a song that strummed the strings to my spirit and caressed and eased my uneasiness. This is what I mean by "music is a universal language."  I would be lost without it.

That voice....the mood...

This is by a band named Vaughan Noir, "Heavy"

Listen to the full track here:

http://vaughannoir.bandcamp.com/track/heavy-2 

"Heavy footsteps, heavy breathing
Impending doom & pleading
Upset stomach, twisted mind
Why is your love undefined?
 
When did you plan on telling me?
What's with all this yelling? Please,
I don't want this anymore; So,
Turn around & walk through
That door...
 
Walk through that door
Walk through that door
Walk through that door
Walk through that door
 
Why would you make commitments
That you can't keep?
You were once my wildest dreams
And now... I ... Can't... sleep
 
When did you plan on telling me?
What's with all this yelling? Please,
I don't want this anymore; So,
Turn around, and walk through
That door..."

WTF is an Ensilence?!

Yo YOU tell me!!!

:)

Inside Look...

....of some unheard recorded joints, talking collabs, a new verse and some random stuff. :)

Ensi In Ya Life Show...Video Blog Thang Thang

 Aight so I decided I will make a little video blog to keep in touch with the progress I'm making musically...and maybe just generally. But I want to accomplish some major things this go around because procrastination gets me nowhere. I want to take these dreams I have in my head and make them reality.And of course I'm going to be acting a straight fool on some of these joints so don't miss out. If ya have any request hit me up.

You can subscribe to me on youtube my screen-name is illseekah.

Ensi In Ya Life 1

Ensi In Ya Life 2

Ensi in Ya Life 3: Fan Dedication Track