Tha Struggle Inspires a Writers Fire: 2011

Friday, December 2, 2011

It's OK

The creation process is a delicate one. Through all the chaos in my mind, I find peace in the rhythm of my writing. As many put it, organized chaos. Forever grateful I am to be blessed with a passion that brings joy, tears, questions and sometimes answers. Combative thought processes eager to be enlightened but many times I retreat. Seeking brings forth a heavy burden on the heart, seeking for truth and love. Not to disregard The Almighty because all truth is in Him. I am speaking of a path that one travels to find happiness. I honestly think happiness is having peace. Having a peace of mind and heart would mean that the issues of life would no longer bring wear and tear as it once did. The anxiousness of growing older and leaving tasks uncompleted would be greeted with a simple "I did my best and gave my all"...no worries attached to it. Why does one make a simple thing complicated? I will never know. Peace, I speak peace...

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Loner By Nature

Word. The title is me and I am that title. I started this entry in a haze, where I had a nice lump of thoughts to type down, and as the time passed I became too lazy to fulfill this quest. But I read a fellow artist blog which is so amazing to me. His knack to tie poetry with his with randomness is so dope to me. Inspiration is contagious. Sometimes I don't understand why I gravitate towards things the way I do, but one thing for sure is that I love when people are authentic, even if what they say or do is brash...they do not hide it. Now as for me, I am very private. I excel at being low-key and find an awkward attraction to solitude. I always have a fear of becoming some sort of hermit but I feel this music could prevent that from happening...who knows. Ah social anxiety and all it's tortuous beauty sure knows how to make a problem out of no problem. Forming relationships are an obstacle but I'm at the point where I do want intimacy and a companion. What am I waiting for? Actually I'm not waiting, I just rather fate bring it all together naturally. I will say when I want something I will get it. *wink* Eh that wasn't charming at all lol. Anyways the whole point of making a blog was to reveal more about myself which I find hard to do either way. I rather just post album covers and links to my music but how boring and selfish is that? Especially if there is a listener that wants to know more. I take it into consideration all time. I didn't forget about you, I just hope you forgot about me.

PEACE

I Rather It Be Just Me and You...

Ensilence Presents: Just Me and You Compilation

http://ensilence.bandcamp.com/album/just-me-and-you

Hey Hey World! I just dropped a compilation which features my sensual side :) Soft, Sensual and Explicit! Yet creative and artistic. I always wanted to drop some music that people could make babies to. Well at least I tried lol. This features songs that were recorded I'll say over a period of 3 years. An artist should always be able to display all sides of him or herself. I'm known to do "conscious" raps or more raw lyrical tracks. BUT that is what others know me as, I do not believe in putting myself in a box or carrying a certain label. If I could do rock music, I would do that as well. I am open to all avenues as long as it allows me to stay creative...and I can do what I want. So what defines me...is me just being myself. That is all I can be you know.

Did I mention I LOVE soul music. Beautiful, fruitful, sexy, and pure music from the soul. The type of music where love is unashamed, bold, vulnerable and ready. Wooooo don't get me started!

Here is the track-list and featured artists:

   1. Just Me and You
   2. Hold U Down ft. Cyndiva (Prod. by Macado)
   3. Miss U Much (Prod. by Macado)
   4. Right Here (Prod. by Macado)
   5. Call Me (Prod. by Macado)
   6. Brothaz Love Cool Jane (Prod. by Tryf Bindope)
   7. Started Finish (Prod. by Focus)
   8. For Awhile (Prod. DJ Teknik)
   9. Sugah Mama (Prod. by Ensilence)
10. Cherry Pickin (Prod. by Tryf Bindope)
11. Katplay (Prod. by Macado)
12. Kiss My Ink (Prod. by Macado)
13. Fast Food Freezer (Prod. by kid C)
14. Playin Out (Prod. by kidC)
15. She Dont Want (Prod. by 3D)
16. KCrazy (Prod. by Ensilence)
17. So Hypnotik (Prod. by Fathom 9)
18. 1st Site (Prod. by JDilla)

Featured Artists:

Cyndiva of Unit Steele, Tryf Bindope, Bass RoKC, 3D, Nick B, Marsha Ambrosius and Jack Nickelz

Saturday, November 12, 2011

Repping My Kansas City, MO Family

What's good my beautiful people? Check it check it...There will be new music coming out from from family representing Kansas City, MO, BarebaKC Records. Tryf Bindope, Bass RoKC, and 3D also known as Drizz.

Here are there projects which should be dropping at the end of this year or early 2012. Be on the lookout. They are dope artists that deserve attention and shine. I love them and will continue to build and make more music.

Tryf Bindope-Mental Vacation LP

Bass RoKC-Ciroc LP

3D-Royal Flush

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Lace Up

I will always fight the good fight...how about you? Lace up

Love,

Ensilence aka The Underdog

Ensi In Ya Life Show...Video Blog Thang Thang

Aight so I decided I will make a little video blog to keep in touch with the progress I'm making musically...and maybe just generally. But I want to accomplish some major things this go around because procrastination gets me nowhere. I want to take these dreams I have in my head and make them reality.And of course I'm going to be acting a straight fool on some of these joints so don't miss out. If ya have any request hit me up.

You can subscribe to me on youtube my screen-name is illseekah.

Ensi In Ya Life 1

Ensi In Ya Life 2

Ensi in Ya Life 3: Fan Dedication Track

Saturday, November 5, 2011

WOW....Just Wow AGAIN!!!

How does one not update a blog in 2 years?!?! Terrible. I know...I know. Since then I had a lot going on. I will say an over abundance of music which is great :) I thought I lost my password to this blog only to discover...I remembered it on first try. Excuses Excuses. So what shall I say. It is 5 something in the morning...my eyelids aren't heavy....yet. I've been in vampire mode the last few months.

Ok I will say why I have avoided updated the blog. 1. Lazy 2. Literally zero readers LOL, I mean for real who is interested in my ramblings. 3. Uuuh not sure yet.

But Music can fill all of that empty space. Hey I type in broken/disconnected thoughts so I hope I don't confuse you. I read my older entries. I need to take time and write like that again.

If you missed out on anything sweetcakes....let me give a taste of what I created :) All in a span of 2 years. Release Dates are below each cover ....BOOM ! DOWNLOAD IT ALL :D!!!