Make Say Em Uuuugh Na Na Na Naaaa

If I were a No Limit Records Artist, it would go a little something like this. -ensi

The Sweetest Thing I've Known

So I initially sat on the "thought" of remixing and paying homage to Ms. Lauryn Hill, for months. Why? I didn't think I could do it justice or I should ever touch such a classic. Well I smacked myself with the realness and said why not? This is music that moves the soul and I will do my best to compliment that. L-Boogie is such an amazing artist, this will probably the closest I will ever get to collaborating with her lol.


Well .... :)


Verse 1:

I won't heckle about the past, Love
Or the last one, so you can let your windows breathe with the breeze
And keep your eyes on the path hun
Cause the truth is...nobody can complete the task like how you do it
And I got a new lens, wait I mean a new perspective
Plus I'm use to stressin', how you take my wrongs and correct them
My pride was on some next shit, the ego talkin'
The devil is liar and I need to quit waltzin' 
Cause the feelings are realistic
Early I dismissed it, your the cause of the symptoms
My primary mission...is not to woo you
Or to screw you...but find the definition of the True You
And I embrace it
The sweetest nectar that I have taste yet
A bond so ill, I ain't trying to break that
Patiently waiting, you don't have to break a sweat
Pacing for higher ground so profound the thought makes me wet 

 Your the Sweetest Thing I've Known

Verse 2:

I get mad when you walk away from me now
And the highs so good...aint no coming down
Bound by your sweet caress, I confess
I can still feel your fingertips around my neck
Soft low whispers...AM chats
Midnight rendezvous...scratches on your back
The conversation never lacks, Elevate your mind through
Purified Love that the Most High assigned you 
My vibe rides you somethin' tantric
What's the chance we advance to the next life expandin'
Dimensions unspoken
I loathe ever leaving, my heart is where the home is
Your dwelling, I receive it
Knowledge strong..genius
Head-game beastin, confident in who you are...no misleadin'
I've been dreaming our meaning...since the first day
You gotta know that I want you in the worst way

 Download Here:
 http://ensilence.bandcamp.com/track/sweetest-thing-remix-l-boogie

--Ensilence

It's Happening

I dislike when I take these long breaks form my blog  because it only leads to more excuses and procrastination...as much as I am on facebook...yeah.

I think....no I know I avoid it because it allows me to be alone with my thoughts which means I have to face myself. I do this everyday but it's never too late to start fresh and anew AGAIN. Never.

Well I have some new things happening, great things actually...sometimes when I think about it...it begins to scare me. Things are beginning to fall in place and I don't understand how or people coming into my life when I need them most....almost like they are the perfect fit...scary yet beautiful. I give all praises due to the Most High.

I have a chance to make my "dream" a reality. I have a chance to live and just be ME. I want to touch lives not just with my music but with my life. I want to share and give of myself, my love to the people. I know "my love" isn't perfect or may not understand how to love fully...yet. One thing I do know is that LOVE is all the things I desire in perfect harmony, the way I picture it....beautiful and beyond words or touch, beyond the little cutesy hearts and decorated images we're conditioned to see,  I mean love in it's pure and raw form, no conditions...I want to embody that. I will.

Anyways I think I'm getting off topic. I met a wonderful young lady over month ago by the name of Sahaar which means Dawn in Arabic, I think. Her name is quite fitting to her personality. She is very sweet, bright, spunky and a hint of wild lol. I love and respect her honesty, what she represents and how she thinks. She revealed something to me about myself through conversation unknowingly, when I listened her,  it was almost as God was speaking through her like "It's time." Her boldness calls out my fear and makes me have to step up. In other words she lights a fire under me and challenges me. I need that. 

Wait, did I tell you that she is a wonderful artist? She can sing, write, produce...yo she does it all for real.You can check her out, her stage name is Nauxamine. We decided to become a duo known as Kemetri, the name tying back to our ancestry, Kemet and the fact that we have great chemistry together despite knowing each other only briefly. I'm still taking it all in. I know that I'm as prepared as I am going to be for this journey and honestly I'm excited. I've spent to long waiting and putting off things I know in my heart I've wanted to do. I will honor and use my gifts for good...even though I'm a little bad  *wink* Lol.

Much love to EVERYONE for the support and love. Every person that has came into my life and made a difference, whether positive or negative, I have learned from you. 

Much love to Jellybean *cough* I mean Nauxamine. Let's take this world by storm.

Peace.

 

Sometimes I'm a Preacha

Got that natural latenight pass TWO collection plates Sunday  Service Sermon Style.

Beautiful Mind

Sharing a spoken word verse

Make Me A Believer...Now

 Hey I was overwhelmed when I received a message in my inbox that the video to "Melodic Masturbation" was finished. I asked this beautiful young lady Ess Marie if she could do the honors of putting a visual to the track because I dig her style and find beauty in her sensuality as well as person. Now, in my mind I was like "She's going to say naw...how can I come out of nowhere and ask that. She is going to think...this chick has the audacity..." LOL. Yes that is how my mind works. I almost didn't approach her about it.

But when I did she said yes which blew mind, now mind you I really didn't have a vision for it, she has a crazy good eye for the video thing and I'm glad she ran with what was in her mind. It came out wonderful, sensual, and beautiful.

The idea came about when I first heard the beat which is produced by the talented Fathom 9. I originally titled track "Make Me A Believer" because at the end of the verse I'm stating make me a believer of your Love. Mr. Fathom requested the present title which was the title of the instrumental, still fit perfectly. But yo when the beat dropped....man oh man, put it this way my imagination was instantly turned on and turned out. I told myself I that I can't just simply "rap" over that beat, I have to caress it, talk to it, make verbal love in between the melody which led to a sultry spoken word verse backed with some pretty heavy sexy sighs hahaha. At first it was pretty hilarious while I was recording it. For some reason I can't take myself serious when I try to do something "sexy". I had to do so many takes for the "moaning" LOL.  But when I got in that "zone", that was it...the beat had to tap out. With this track I had to make your ears climax.

Now let's add the visual to the verbal, it's mood shifting sensual art. I have to continue to give a BIG Thanks to Ess-Marie aka Stush Love aka Ms. Stacy Bush, whom is also a dope singer, you can check her music  here:
https://soundcloud.com/stushlove

Check the videooooooo

Mmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!

Connections Divine

Me ranting on life stuff :)

Lioness Manifesto

Working on my art! :)

New Music and a Strange Place

Ok so I've released a new EP  titled "Divine Pain".  I wrote a recent message on Facebook describing why I chose that name for the title.

"This project was purely therapeutic. As you may or may not know, I battle with severe depression, so instead of wallowing in my darkness...my craft is my anchoring light that allows me to lift above my pain...which to me, is Divine. Divine Pain."

To be honest it is uncomfortable to talk about but when I put the pen to the paper, when the words release from my lips into the mic, when they greet the instrumental, it becomes a mirror, allowing me to see myself and face my inner fears. This is what I needed. My creative...I NEED THAT.

The theme can be summed up by the wise words of Kahlil Gibran: 
 
"Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding." Kahlil Gibran


You can purchase the new release at my bandcamp:
http://ensilence.bandcamp.com/album/divine-pain

Or you can just download it Free here: 
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?f2rrw83x66m2t4r

I love this awesome artwork by Sit Haiiro. I think I may have posted it on here before, not quite sure. Either way it is such a moving piece and summed up the condition of my heart at the time.

Much love to the producers: 
Iller the Abstract Giraffe, Fathom 9, G-Force, Melodiesinfonie, DJ Profecy, Rice Master Yen, and Maloon TheBoom. 

Such Talents. I love working with such gifted people. They bring light into my world.

Much love beautiful people.

I love you.

--ensilence

Brit....I mean Ensi in a magazine?!

I have been blessed with my first magazine feature in the TLG Magazine from the UK! Ecstatic! Never would I have dreamed that someone would like my music so much to feature me. Highly Blessed and I give many thanks to the Most High. Also A big thank you to Alice Muir and John Opfer of TLG!

Please check their website at:   tlgmagazine.com/
They have great articles with a lot of great talent.

https://twitter.com/TLGMagazine

The Jive Fro

--ensilence

Stay

I need you to...Stay

The Stranger the fruit the more dangerous the roots

Black thoughts construed and tailored to my truth

My quest for love loops undone

Another story unsung

Cuts the respiration twice in a lifetime I brung

The fabric of my strength, every breath, every scent

Each tear spent dripping on this fine print

and my mind went where the traces in the sky lead

passed the galaxy, as my ancestors breathe

I feel my second wind like their presence in the leaves

won't stop til I fulfill the essence of the dream

courtesy of Alice Green...the blood runs thicker

scriptures on the mantle brought definition to a sista

sketches of a woman summons a divine figure

assigned on the side to make my ride richer

no matter how bittersweet times hit ya

I remember that I'm blessed to reflect...so I stay

Stay.

Death is eminent. What's the price of Hell that we're living in?

Agendas hid, the lone catalyst, find significance 

In small details, vision split but still see well

Both sides of the story repelled

And history repeats its self, caught up in our own glory

Magnified wealth, forget to raise our own shorties

Forty with an appetite of destruction 

lack of discipline...can barely function

Lusting and busting on a broads flesh

Raw sex birthed bastards that draw Tecs

At the next stop light, long ski mask, and don't respect your life

A sight to too shameful...

But if you only knew how deep the pain go

Taught to aim low and forget the main goals

A mangled psyche

Pipe dreams and a system too shiesty

Might lead even the right seed to a grimy...existence

--Ensilence 

It's Cold b

:)

Mind and Heart Conversations

Divine pain reigns conversations of the heart/
an early start, X marks the spot/ 


Conversing with the heart... there are so many promises, so many dreams, yet less time to balance them properly. One should not place emphasis on the "Tomorrows." They remain in a distant land far from the present. Do not dismiss this day, Today's lesson, for it carries a gem needed for the rest of the puzzle. I am learning this myself. One cannot lend his or her words without tasting the definition of them in his or her own life.

Disperse wisely.

--ensilence

Activated

My Writer's Cove has been activated. Retreat is inevitable until I release what I need. Working on something(s) that I hope come out remarkable. It is always a battle of what I see and hear in my mind, to transfer that into art/music for what it is in here (my heart)...is a beautiful challenge.

Black Rose

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I'm lost in this here place...

where tears shape lakes 

and deception progresses in the ear gate.  -ensilence

Afloat

My Mind:

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Evol speek em taolfa. Woh tuoba Uoy?

Can't 
move 
backwards. 

Reverse it and go forward....




Love keeps me afloat. How about You?

-ensilence

My First Splish Splash

So I finished my first little painting lol. It called Love Covered. 

Painting is mad relaxing. I shall watch lots of tutorial on how to blend. Yo I think I found another love/outlet :)

-ensilence

My Duty

My music will make you Think.
Laugh.
Smile.
Wet.
Say Wtf.
Maybe even Cry.

It is my honor and duty to move you mentally, emotionally and spiritually. It is my pleasure to touch your life.
Thank You. ♥

 -ensilence

Feed My Mind With LOVE

Waters of life flood my bosom
Well springs granted to restore ruins
Alluding matters of the heart, alone-ness of thought
Beloved I was taught
The usefulness of time, not the science behind the clock
Long suffering, fragments of the Rock
Pillars of the greater good is where I walk
Queuing Heaven's harp from the stairwell to hell
My vision aligned...I will only excel
Inhale the Mighty Comfort, clarity from a dying hunger
Infinite dimensions, Loves wonder
Illuminates the temple amongst the...passing seas
Fragile frequencies whistles the winds agony
And actually I'm just a cousin to the Sun
Sister of the Moon from the vessel of the One
Indefinitely hung...amidst universal truth
Bearing great fruit, not a student of the loop...tantamount
Illusive peace that they're handing out
But purified in retrospect of my sprout
Risen from the drought's...sweet fragrance
What you see as done...I see Change in

Feed My Mind with Love - Ensilcence ♥

https://soundcloud.com/ensilence/feed-my-mind-with-love-maloon